10:03 PM
Had my first paper today.. terrible. I think I've never felt so nervous before. Probably cos it is my final year. I felt like I just went in to a big big big room and vomited everything that I've learned and memorised in my last few mths. For 3 hrs i just write and write, putting my head on the table from time to time cos it seems to get heavier and heavier... When I finally stepped out of the exam hall, I heard that what I wrote very confidently in my 1st essay were all wrong.. I misinterpreted a term and everything were wrong. Oh ha what a joke.I'm tired, brain dead. On my whole journey back from Expo, I was upset. I felt horrible..but my mind was too tired to think, too tired to worry. Everything was blank.
Thanks dear, for having dinner with me. I really need a good sleep tonight. No more reciting of notes in my slp. I am tired.
I'm starting everything anew tomorrow. I know it will be better. I hope it will be.





